Its the worst when you try and give all your attention to that someone who actually doesnt deserve it. You try and go away from that person. You put some distance but you never seem to be able to actually let go. It’s possible, but really hard. You dont want to, because you’re afraid of going back into depression, again. You’re stuck between walls and on the end, its all your own fault. It’s your fault for letting that person play with your feelings, for letting his actions affect you and for putting your self into such situation. At least, I see the world like this. I dont blame others for my own mistakes.
Anyway, enjoy Berliozes Fantastic Symphony.